Pipe Dream! Peter Zeihan explains why in detail! So MANY reasons!
As new information comes to light, I change my mind, my heart, my life.... The river of life flows on - Mar's memories, notes, poems, photos, songs & artwork. (660+ posts)
Wednesday, July 22, 2026
Monday, July 13, 2026
Baby Monarch caterpillar eating like crazy
Though I just saw a Monarch butterfly on this plant yesterday - today I noticed something had eaten holes in a few milkweed leaves I looked closer and someone had apparently laid a few eggs weeks ago, because one had hatched. Maybe the egg for this little caterpillar came pre-installed on the plant when I bought it! Excited.
Sunday, July 12, 2026
Monarch on the milkweed!
Since I moved to a condo; I've been missing the idea of seeing Monarch butterflies. The place I left had a wild and weedy front yard with 20 plus milkweed plants. My dilemma now\was: where could I plant some milkweed where landscapers wouldn't weed-wack it? It had to be potted....
Friday, July 10, 2026
Callous behavior towards customers & no common sense by Veterinarians in two states
It's bad enough that medical care in the US is so expensive that people regularly go bankrupt and lose their homes to predatory collection policies at for-profit hospitals. But now private equity firms have begun buying up vet practices - and why? They see easy profits - vet care costs have increased 60% since 2014 according to PBS (see link at the bottom) which beats the heck out of inflation.
This month I am aware of two - not one but TWO - people of limited means, living only on social security and insured by Medicaid being taken advantage of by veterinarians perhaps from avarice, or by rigid adherence to the idea of always doing all the procedures you can just in case. (An affliction human medicine also suffers from....) Some sensitivity to people's financial situation should be a factor as well. If they can't afford it, what alternative approach might be presented?
One person's 16 year old cat had stopped eating and cried constantly in pain. The vet did several thousand dollars of x-rays and blood tests ON AN ELDERLY CAT THAT WAS CLEARLY SUFFERING whose owner was on Medicaid. Instead of advising that a clearly suffering 16 year old cat that stops eating for three days, is telling you something about their will to live -- that the kindest thing is to do, is the really the hard thing - to stay with her and hold her in your arms while she is medicated across the rainbow bridge, and have the last sight and sound she experiences be her beloved care-er, comforting her with pets and soft words.
And this literally poor pet owner leaves her crying kitty in the vets care, goes home and her pet dies all alone at the vets. The next day she is called in, not to pick up her kitty - but to pay a $2,175 bill. This fragile elderly person on Medicaid...
NO COMMON SENSE. NONE.
For the other person, the vet is still pushing dental cleaning, dental xrays, dental work, more blood work & kidney tests on a 16 year old cat who is already on palliative care and is comfortable - a cat that is eating, sleeping, peeing and pooping, going out and laying in the sun on the porch, laying in her dads lap - still enjoying life. But of course who doesn't want to spend more time in the hospital being stabbed and probed, far away from your human, and the house and yard you have always known and loved - just in case they can find something more expensive to treat and bill your income poor human being for?? NO COMMON SENSE. While she is enjoying her life -- LET HER LIVE IT.
Allegedly it's all the interests of your pet. But wouldn't you know - many local vet practices have been bought up by giant corporations whose policies and procedures are not to do the kindest thing in the end - but to make you pay them every last cent they can possibly bill you for....
PBS on private equity buying vet practices
Wednesday, July 8, 2026
A country in free fall
"We are in free fall off a cliff here. I don't know where we land......The kind of authority that this administration has claimed for itself and exercised -- over Congress, the Supreme Court, the States, the American People, citizens, immigrants, and aliens alike -- is without precedent in American History - the end."
-- American Political Historian/author Jill Lepore
Sunday, July 5, 2026
Preferences of my 7th decade
- a response poem to Patricia Smiths poem "Medusa"
Too Much Drama,
all those hormonesthe burning and bravadofollowed by anxiety and self-doubt.I don't miss them,not even a little
The old gods have feet of clay
and petty, vengeful hearts.
Explosions of thunder,
stabs of lightningseem relaxing by comparison.
I'd take a solitary sunrise
seen through thistle and milkweed in the meadowor a humming bird busy in the red bee balma wood dove on the roof-line....
-- Mad Mar Mistryel Walker, July 5, 2026 at a "Sunday Writes" session led by Faith Vicinanza at VSG Gallery.
I also have an old Medusa poem:
Love and Mirrors
When courting Medusa, don't call her by that name. Let her have her delusions as she allows you yours.
Let her have her memories of a time when soft hair cascaded down her back and men reached to touch her cheek.
When you come to take her, lose the mirrored glasses, close your eyes tightly lest she see the snakes reflected, transmogrify to marble, cold statuary in your garden of love.
And who would be Medusa then? Or was it you all along?
-- Mar Mar Mistryel Walker (p22 - from my first poetry chapbook Inverse Origami - the art of unfolding (Puzzled Dragon Press, 1998)